Well, you tell me.

Tonight, I asked a neighbor of mine to take me to the store, at the dollar general. He normally takes me as it is cab fare normally if we want to go anywhere. So he has offered to take me and not charge me gas money. He’s an eldery good ole’ boy, like 55 or so. I was told he was only looking for a friend to help out.

Well, tonight he said he hadn’t ate dinner yet so did I want to go to Captain D’s, a nice fish place, fairly so anyway and I said I suppose. That was really uncomfortable with me. I even put my elbows on the table (I am lady HAH! you’re not supposed to put your elbows on the table) and well he noticed and PUT his on the table, same as me. I looked at my plate, allot and then at the boat pictures and the pictures of the ships and netting and stuff… *cringes* and made light talk of the last time I had been there with family and all this, and he didn’t do much else to wig me out and when I went to the dollar store again he let me spend my own money this time lol I bought some halloween doo-dads and some carpet fresh for tomorrow and vacumming downstairs.

I don’t think me and him is going to be hanging out again at all. If we do we’re going to bring someone with us because this is getting odd. I date guys my age, 30’s, late twenties, not 40’s not 50’s not 60’s. I mean I am strigoi I am going to look 18 for the rest of my life. I just don’t look my age and I don’t date anyone other than strigoi men. I don’t want too. I don’t date or screw black men I don’t screw old men. Everytime I hang out with someone it’s always a problem about relationships. I have told people I just don’t date, its like I can never go out and hang out with anyone like me. The neighbor isn’t like me…ugh. It was just an offer  at first to go to the store or hang out and talk on the porch, but now warnings have tripped off in my brain and it’s time to put the boat up and run off home, lock all the doors and hide in the bedroom and hope he don’t come knocking.

I mean that’s a metaphor we haven’t gone fishing and I don’t live in the country. Strigoi men, come save me come hang out and protect me, let me hide under your wing there…sigh. I don’t need a protector but they just don’t seem to get it.

I am now making google chrome themes

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Here are just some of my Google Chrome Themes! I will be listing more of them later.

Vampires Q&A FAQ Here

How are Vampires Made:

You have to be born a vampire is the traditional response. Some also believe you have to receive blood from another or energy workings to help clear out or awaken you further. Everything happens in its own time – if you were meant to awaken, you will and continue to awaken.

When do Vampires awaken and what happens when they do?

Most seem to awaken in their early adulthood for men its 13-15 years of age. For women it is anywhere from 13-19 years of age depending on the person’s lifestyle, energy levels at the time, and their moods (Do atmosphere’s bother you yet? Which is a really good indicator of when energy affects someone…) also keep a notice of your dreams and dream state (do you feel like you are visiting other places when you sleep?) and energy levels (do you get cold for no reason, do your hands heat up for no reason or have you noticed this elsewhere like around your forehead or eyes?) 

Not much happens really, you just become moody, tired and withdrawn. You don’t want to do anything really.  You don’t act vampiric, or anything like this unless you were already drawn to that side of life beforehand.

**Most will disagree with me but most teens in today’s era will not awaken and will not be vampires (energy vampires anyway) due to the mass awakening of vampires of the energy kind in 1997. Since then, that kind of thing is controlled and watched so that the by now 30 something vampires aren’t trying to look for anything younger to be with, to educate a younger generation. We’re it. This was done so that you wouldn’t be looking for jailbait and the usual couldn’t happen as older vampires (men) ruined younger peoples lives. Sometimes an older vampire male wants to be recapture his youth by being a sexual or emotional predator and its something the communities have to watch for, physical, lifestyle and spiritual.

I don’t allow this or condone this, and I make sure my sites and groups know that this trolling and hunting isn’t encouraged or allowed.

 What is Fatigue from energy drain?

Fatigue from energy drain is when someone drains or siphons some of your high spirit energy away so that you are left feeling blahy, malaised, atmosphered to death and just yucky. A Warm shower with seat salt scrub will help you feel better as will eating a bowl of fruit or something natural. If you know how to ground negative energy from yourselves and rooms / places you go to often, its recommend you do this every time you feel that way.

What is a Revenant?

A Revenant from folklore is a person who has died, but come back to life. They could have passed out, lost conscienceness or been put to sleep in the hospital. This process stops the heart for a period of time, therefore that person dies and is brought back. Strigoi morte are vampires who take energy from blood and or energy (elemental normally) who have had a near death experience, who have come back to life, and are technically revenants. This is not always a bad thing, unless you want to be bad. Strigoi later become Revahs, which are master revenants and can help others who feel downtrodden against.