New Blog

My new site is at http://thecastle.paganjourneys.net, which is the current version of VampPress V.3, all the paranormal, supernatural and shamanic writings you can shake a stick at.

Advertisements

Revs & Posession

Revenants & Posession By: Ana Massien aka Runa Enustas Caoille

Many people think that Vampires/Strigoi and other energy beings are capable of mass amounts of love. The thing is these energy beings (of different energy vibrations, just like ascensionists, as they are ascending beings) vibrate and or feel less emotions than other people/beings because they are often solitary beings who don’t like to be around others, their kinds or not. Many believe we are colder, lonely people, who just need the right amount of love. Energy people or beings don’t need or want the love. We’re content with what we have, and we need love, we will seek it out in balance or nature on an elemental level. Immature revenants, will seek it out in the form of abusive relationship love, and other emotions like lust and anger. This is in many ways self posession. If you allow posessive love, lust and manipulation of others in your life, you’re living a life, or an unlife in posession. If you are an empathic person, or being, who uses empathy to “feed or siphon energies” from people, others like you, during sex or relationships, feelings or friendships, or just in general, this is very immature of your being. You’re basing your needs for energies on people other places of people in a parasitic manner, when you could just pull energy from elemental items like candle flames, storms, or sacred places, or forests or trees or parks or such just as well which will last longer, requiring you to feed less, as well as not have to deal with the energy of emotions crapping out faster and leaving you feel “blah” within an hour or two. This does not lead to fufilling energy or a fufilled energic body inside yourselves. I am not saying, don’t love others; but love them in a different way. Love them in a sacred way and it cuts down on jealousy, anger, pain, and anything else that stems from serious relationships.

If you distant yourself from normal society as it is accepted in today’s world, you will begin to feel the needs to fit in and for acceptance is less if non existence. Then you can live your life the way you want without the need to constantly please others, rather than yourselves and you will live fuller, happier lives, without much disappointment. We will use my most recent experience with moving for example. I have a few new ‘friends’ who were happy to help, as long as I didn’t have more than they did in their own homes and apartments. “If you can wait three or so months,” This church will be able to help you then, but I been on their lists three months and haven’t gotten a thing. This person clearly has good alignment of energy screwed in their being. She isn’t like me, not even vampiric or strigoi heritage based but she wanted me to wait for furniture when my need is greater than hers. I have a couch to sleep on and with Fibro, that’s not always good too do with my body. I will eventually need a bed, or a futon or something I can stretch out on. A Comfy couch will work for now, but not forever. I also need tables, hangers, dressers and places I can put clothes and blankets and things like this. I also need a boiler and some pots and pans that will allow me to cook. But my friend, apparently wanted me to eat cold food out of a can, as she rounded up a can opener for me to use, but didn’t want to let me borrow one of her three boilers until I could have gotten one, knowing I am flat broke now til October 2012. Who needs friends like this? People who are of a different energy persausion than you, will not want to help you succeed in your life and are more malignant than a vampire lover who wants you to be jealous of them all the time.

Sometimes you can’t win for losing with your handful of friends, which is why it’s so good for you to be all by your solitary self sometimes, if not most times. So, what can you do? It is better to be alone, rather than be in misery with friendship. Just get comfortable being by yourself. Try to schedule friends like appointments or with appts. Only ask friends for things you know they won’t mind departing with, and enjoy their time in short bursts, no more than an hour or an hour and a half. Try only to hang out with a guy or female friend in a casual manner. This cuts down on many problems: Their jealousy of you, their need to be around you all the time, the way they love you or the way they seemingly want you to fix them with your love. You should only love freely, without any regret. If you are regretting your time around someone, then you did it for the wrong reasons. The quote “Dance like no one is watching” is like this. Dance sometime in your room like no one is watching! Amazing freedom comes from effort given without motive to hurt or maim or take someone down or to hurt someone else. Love like this. If that isn’t pleasing to you, then your ideals of loving is wrong, and immaturely based on controlling someone or a sitchuation. If you can’t love openly like this, let them go and walk or run away from the sitchuation or person. If it comes back to you freely without you doing anything, then its supposed too. If it doesn’t, it’s not supposed to happen. So many people get up and live their lives like they think someone else wants them to live. “Oh my mom or dad would want me to be doing this on Saturday.” Or “I have to go to church on Sunday morning because GOD would want me to do this for myself. This is how I will get blessed soon.” So they hurry off to do someone elses’ will, instead of their own, within reason. Blessing comes when you enjoy your own life, the way you should be living it. Like for instance, I just washed clothes by hand, and wrung them out and hung them on hangers to dry in the bathroom. This is a chore, but I enjoyed it, so it brought me happiness and blessing which is based in humbleness, instead of humility. God doesn’t shame or sham into blessings, nor does any other Deity; Namaste is based on divine unity and humbleness in blessing; being small and rising from that small place but not out of it to experience wonder and acceptance of different paths and roads, and touching something great inside of ourselves and the universe at the same time. Ascension! Rising above basics and crap ways of thinking and life. Living outside the shell of the self, or the self of others.

Very few people are happy on the planet, regardless of the things they own or the ways they live. They always need more, more more. A Stove, a fridge, a new set of plates you’ll hardly ever use, this and that. You get blessings also by giving things many people believe you shouldn’t give away. Money, Change, things many people who have it horde. I like helping people if I am able to do so, but I don’t give it if I don’t have it to give. But if someone else wants coffee, or a dime for something, and I have it to give and i can afford too, I will give it. It always comes back to me. It was quite amusing to me to go shopping for items for my place that would make me more comfortable to live, not nessecarily happy or rich. People kept pointing out very ugly plates for me to buy. When I found a nice set of what many would say were Christmas or winter season plates only. I like snowmen, and harvest fall autumn items, so my whole apartment will be decked out in snowmen, owls, ravens, and other harvesty/winter wonderland items that many would consider “out of season”. I don’t change my items due to season. I get what I like and I use it all year long. I don’t get things I don’t need, like paper plates, forks and knives and throw them out. I re-use them as long as I can. Plain old forks for a dollar works just as well as forks for four dollars and ninty five cents at walmart. Two kitchen towels for a dollar work just as good as the two for five dollar at walmart brand. I don’t have to have fancy items – just things that work again and again and again. This article has been needing to be read, and written for quite some time. I am over at my apartment writing due to not having internet which for me its frustrating, yet nice to have a break. When I do get back online, I will have a plethora of articles on my site that will hopefully help others like me. If not perhaps it will help someone else. Another thing, is when I say “vampires or strigoi” I don’t mean people living life wearing black all the time, or black nail polish or makeup or eye liner. I don’t look very vampiric anymore, unless you know what you’re looking for at or in me. While I do wear darker colors, and my hair is still dyed black with red tints in it, and I am pale, this is not something I am doing to stand out. This is how I am comfortable living.

For myself, I can “sense” Strigoi folks, just like other vampires can sense other vampires. Sometimes, a Strigoi person will be more vampiric. The two terms are not exactly the same. Strigoi are nature loving people who live a very specific life. It is ran on a schedule that they can choose. They celebrate the same festivals every year alone or with others like themselves, and do not invite very many outsiders in. Vampires, which is widely accepted today don’t really know much about themselves or Strigoi Traditions because they have grown up outside their heritage and don’t know really how to live, and kinda flounder around in their lives and many people believe they are living in a phase. I used to believe I was just an energy latent vampiric person, but had the chance to discover my Strigoi and or Romanian heritage. Romanian heritage isn’t just bloodline — its spiritual as well. DNA is blood as well as spirit energy, and it is what makes us who we are, in this current life as well as past lives or future ones, and allows us to mature as spiritual beings through ascension. Vampires act a certain way — parasitic, non shamanic and abusive regardless if they are aware of their behavior or not. This is because they have been hurt to a pushed point so they constantly act out and lash out at other people. They can’t see inside their behavior, as they are acting posessed. Others see the wet blanket stereotype, and they think this person or being will always be this way. They write this person off as a problem person, they go on just as lashy as the person they wrote off. They become abusive, malignant people/beings. They argue, hurt, lash out like beasts instead of people. They prey on others, community wise and non. When does it become too much? “If you are constantly doing this, and if something or someone is bothering you and it becomes a daily minute by minute practice so you can make people miserable by having the chatic need fufilled so people walk around feeling hurt, malaised and drained, then it’s too much already.”

You should take a breath and realize this is probably apart of your soul trauma in past or current lives. Write a list of all the things that bother you about your lives, people, places, rituals, daily practices and everything or everyone else. Cross the list out, spit on it (pee/puke/shit/whatever else) and channel all your anger at it, about it, in the list. Burn it. Scatter the ashes. See these things leaving your life. Fire is very cleansing and is a good way to start out shamanic, if you didn’t want to look Native American. This is a misnomer by the way. Not all Shamans are Native American or of a tribe. You can say “Shay-man” or “Shah-man”. Either works. You also don’t have to be a man to be a shamanic person or being. Any energy feeder is a shaman regardless if they knew or not! You don’t have to turn into a wolf physically (impossible anyway) to be a Shaman. A Witch is also an energy worker, as well as a Magi, a Mage, a Magician, a Warlock, A Sorcerer, or a Sage, etc. All are different words for energy worker, as well as Medicine woman/man, witch doctor, priestess/priest, warrior/warrioress, hunter/huntress, lord/lady, etc. Turning into a wolf physically is a misnomer. It’s not a physical body that morphs into the form of a wolf.

It’s an archetype of a shaman to say they are a wolf in their body, and that they bring wolf medicine and healing to themselves and others this way. In your body inside yourself you say “I am a Wolf” Or “I am a Raven”, or “I am a Fish”. Then you walk around in your real self body, as a wolf would walk in its life, or as a raven would, or a fish would swim. This brings us NEW enlightenment as a Non human being, Strigoi, or Vampiric being as ascension works in our lives. Most shamans who work with animal magick or enlightenment are Therians. They, too are energy beings. Just like Strigoi, Shifters, Daevas (hindu nature spirits), Elementals, Anakim, Faeries or Elves. The same way therians say they are a wolf, you can say inside yourself “I am a faerie, or I am an elf”, you can also say “I am a Tree, or I am a Rock.” You can also say “I am the moon, stars or the sun, the planet, or vastness, winter or fall.” Shamanic archetypes – not stereotypes, are very enlightening, and if you don’t like what you are doing, you can change it. The thing about being a Shaman is you are always in perpetual change and never stagnant. But using different energies will change you as well, so you never quite fit the same mold as you did before you begin changing, which is good but sometimes I still get shocked and hurt by this change, but its just part of the process. People who accepted you pre-change will not accept you very well after you begin “dancing” as I call it. Sometimes, it is a dark path and sometimes a light one, but always neutral in energy, as it’s both dark and light. All true balance and energy is, and if it’s not present in your relationships and friendships, they are not worth having.

— Ana Massien

Love, Ain’t Love Grand?

I have been going through a dilemma. Maybe you have too.

I have been interested, still-interested and re-interested in a 20 something old or 30 something year old young man whom is a trite spirituality wise and just emotionally insecure, and immature. I keep trying to explain why it can’t happen, due to I like dating casual. When he heard this he said “So you like to just screw? Nothing else?” No, young man.

Dating Casual for a 37 yr old woman means she goes out sporadically with the same person a few times a week or month. They may not have sexual relations at all right away. It depends on the connection the two may share, if there is any chemistry at all, and how mature he is sexually, (he has condoms and isn’t ashamed of buying them), understands that not all women use lube or needs it, and understands that the perfect place isn’t in a sandbox, a public bench in the park, and doesn’t require that you wear pvc or vinyl clothing and to look like a gothic catwoman. Also, a mature man will understand you want to make love all night long, without any movies, sports tv or just before he has to check in for ‘curfew’. A Mature woman prefers to make love many times in one night, rather than trying to cram 36 positions into just under 30 minutes or less. Dating Casual means never having to wear a dress or a suit, and doesn’t mean you are always at walmart walking around or going to the movies. IT could mean anything! Parks aren’t just for kiddies, you know. Parks, short or long drives, walking around town, going out and getting food, grilling, camping out under the stars even in your own backyard, trying a new eatery every week or whatever isn’t bad either. There is no point in “going steady” at age 37. I am going to check out others, and I am sure as much as he tries to avoid it, he will too.

Why do men do this? If you are going to enjoy your life then it’s natural to look at others and make comments. IT’s what you do after you look that tells a female that you want to stray. With Dating casual, if you were to be out somewhere and see someone else and do something with them, then it would be grounds to be ok no matter how many times you have seen or been out with the other person, but don’t lie. Women talk. I once had this happen with this guy. We had gone out, were living under the same roof, and I saw a look cross his face when he spoke to another woman. We weren’t exclusive, and it hurt me and I decided since she was my friend that I would move out, and move on. If he and I hooked up down the road then we did, but if we didn’t we didn’t.

I have been planning my life where I would get settled in a perm. living sitchation somewhere, which I have done, and then if I was ready to date or whatever, then I would proceed slowly. I do not hook up, then sleep with someone, then date. This is stupidity on half the women and men in the world. I don’t want to be possessed or be clung to by a partner, he doesn’t own me, I don’t own him. If you can’t be friends with wonderful chemistry then you shouldn’t date.

Men shouldn’t worry about things like lubes and toys even until the woman they are seeing confesses she’d like to that route. You can ruin a really good dating friendship buy going there too quickly, and if she looks like fast trap bait, run. It’s ok to screw and then move on sure, but if you want to pin trap bait down, you best be forking out money and accepting of weird behavior.

Look for skittish guys who spout nonsense to want to flee quickly. You think he’s great, hot and it’s a catch but when he’s spitting out how hot his sister’s friends look, and how he wants to tour europe, he wants to run the other way and leave you behind fast. Then as soon as he does or listens to his friends (who secretly want you as well) he feels stupid and wants you back. What’s the motive? Insecurity, even if it’s about another woman. If he has done things with you, he thinks thats the best its gonna get and he will pull out of the relationship just to avoid his insecurity about his own self. If a guy is insecure, wait. He’ll either be worth waiting for or it’s not a loss either way.

This is why I tell guys I casually date. Either they will dig the whole bit and respect it, or they’ll spit backwards over it. Either way it works, even if they are a “soul mate” connection. These are the worse sort. It’s better to say “I do not have a soul mate” in regards to link mates because of dharma and kisma and miskit..trouble that led to the breakup in a past life. Clear it all out as soon as possible. If you want to love soul mates again, talk about your pasts, write why it didn’t work out and avoid that behavior in the future in the present. Don’t fault blame on what happened 180 years ago, you have found each other again, don’t go there. Circumstances were different, remember that!

 

 

Strigoi are “dead” and “dangerous” — Mythos of wikipedia.com

An acute heptagram.

An acute heptagram. (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

Stemming from the link: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Strigoi

Which has been updated many times over the last three years, that keep this information “Tightened Up” to avoid people “roleplaying strigoi”. (HI #radoslav gang)

Strigoi are born the way they are from natural birth. It is just like if you were born Irish, Or Otherkin, or Therian or German. (If you were of the belief of otherkin, something other than ‘human’ but not quite vampiric, or being uncomfortable with the ideal of being vampiric.)

They look no more “abnormal” than any other baby at birth, or any other children as they grow up.

What is felt by them is Alienation and solitude from the rest of society and the world by the time they are three years old. They don’t fit with the werewolf children and they don’t sometimes fit well with their own kind. Strigoi Children are loners, antisocial by nature and want to grow up quick to avoid this stage of their lives. They don’t like wasting time on getting dirty or playing with dump trucks in the sandbox. They have a sense of wanting to find what they are looking for, or here for early in their lives without having the means to be able to explain it very well why they think they are here.

This alienation breeds distrust and pain in almost any Strigoi Child. They know by the time they are 15 that they are something else. They like only certain foods, times of day and night and seasons. They want things to run smoothly at all times. Most have nervous disorder problems as they reach puberty and early adult hood. None of them had very happy childhoods, and they refuse to talk about their childhoods, preferring to leave that alone.

In the early teens, they begin to drink energy and find others of their kind, either astrally, dream wise, telepathic wise, or in the community (LOCAL NOT ONLINE). This is an odd meeting, the “you are like me! But god knows you aren’t either!” creates a kinship but a strange one, due to how we were all raised as children.

In the early 20’s most Strigoi have adapted well to others like themselves, home lives, relationships and diet. They are free to focus on why they are here. Most by this time have a gradual understanding that they have been “brought back to earth” and or have reincarnated. They feel more like themselves and if very mystical, have an overly large affilation with the OCCULT, all paths.

In the middle 30’s most Strigoi differ from Psychic or Energy “Psi Vamps” due to being able to project. The need to find why we are here has grown paramount in us and around us. Our paths begin to teach us life lessons that most folk lore likes to stem out of. Like: We are able to be less noticed or invisible if we feel like we are in danger or want to be left alone. Normal people see us, but to those who are strigoi also, the sight can become cloaked to them so they do not see us. Most of these kindred are in a Link with us at this time, and they also have a headspace. Others pay us little to no attention, as we blur ourselves around them, due to energy change and vibration in the air, for we have a cloak about us that allows us to do this. Dead reanimated people or beings don’t have a mantle or a cloak. This aids us in going undetected in crowd places when we don’t feel like the attention. We are Revahs and Revenants, not Renevants/Renevents. Those are Zombies, or “humans” bodies that die out inside themselves, but not quite outside enough to make them people who have died to be buried.

Strigoi are also known as Daca, from the Tribe of the Dacians. Daca was the old name for the tribe due to it being the name of the glamour magick that we -use. The tribe is very shamanic in origin, and we old ones are still walking this old planet, taking care of business, so to speak. Dacians are “Ilui” EEE-I-Loo. (Mystical Seeker/Dreamer/One)

This is the word they used for themselves, also a Master is called “Shimi” a student of the paths are called “Shama” or Shaman. The path is called Shama as well. Many shaman pathways are located inside of Dacian pathways, both priest and warrior combined, we are Shaman.

Dacan, Dacian, Dracan, Dracian. Dacan and Dacian is the Light path / Neutral. Both warrior and priest. Dracan and Dracian is our Dark Path / Neutral. Both shaman and warrior and priest.

What you learn on the paths is up to you – your dedication levels, your knowledges, and your comfortableness with working with mystical alignments and forces to help you get the most of your own Immortality. Immortality is personal to the being. Drinking blood of a revah (Rivi) will not make you immortal, nor energy drain. You have to work with the forces you are apart of since you first became yourselves. Strigoi Heritage is done through the Spirit Essence of the being. Not parents, and not genetic. Through YOU and your self dedication to that of Shama and Vampirism and Shamanism. You control your own Immortality, and the rights of that unto yourself, unless you abuse it and it has been taken away from you. These mystical forces are people, beings and ancestors that have gone before you and with you before. You are Legend as soon as you connect with your own Shama and your own paths. No one else can take it from you but YOU, and THEM. The mind is a powerful thing, the soul is unstoppable, combined you are one all! With ascension and trans-ascension you become one with your own deity and light body, you return all the way back to the beginning, separating from Society so that you can be one with all that you deserve. This is part of the reason YOU ARE HERE NOW!
Ok, now I am starting to worry you because I went all Hippie on you right? I never said I was normal. To me a GraveDoll is a modern term for our Draca heritage, we love the smell of dirt, graveyards, statuary and fountains, banquets and more, we love more than just the vampire cultures! It is in our styles, carriage, ways we carry ourselves and how we live! Regardless of what past life we may imitate on occassion or time frame, to help us reconnect to Strigoi or Stregoni ways of life, we are still Ilui!
It is more than just fangs and freaky eyes. More than Castles and Capes. More than just Creeds and Veils. There is something that lures us back to when these times were simpler, but a whole lot more dangerous.
It is the epitome of finding our truest selves, Complete. That draws us back.
Author: Ana Massien
Published: Jun 14th
Modified: Jun 14th

Growing Up Undead as a Strigoi Shaman

When I was younger as a child, very early on in my life I knew I was different. I knew that I wasn’t supposed to have a “form type” nor was I Corporeal. I knew I was very different than most other children, and that I had a destiny about myself that wasn’t considered normal.

– (Most people think that in order to be alive in a flesh body, you have to be Corporeal, and mundane, then if you are vampiric, you awaken. It is very possible to reincarnate as a disincarnate being, live in a shamanic archetype way of being InCorporeal, and still drawing breath; eating foods & drink; and being able to bleed if cut or injured. InCorporeal does not mean you’re a ghost; just potential to move like or behave unto like a ghost is described to do: energy manipulations, hot and cold feelings, strange mood behaviors, haunted or haunting another or others in behavior as a mischievous being, or angry poltergeist. We’d have to know it in our body before we ever knew it as our spirit, right? ) –

Definition of CORPOREAL
1: having, consisting of, or relating to a physical material body: as a : not spiritual b : not immaterial or intangible : substantial

This makes it seem like I mean I was a Ghost. But this is not what I meant. I didn’t know the word for it then, because I was a small child, and I had forgotten as soon as I had reincarnated. But the word describing my state of InCorporeal is Revenant.

in·cor·po·re·al

 adj \ˌin-(ˌ)kȯr-ˈpȯr-ē-əl\

1: not corporeal : having no material body or form

rev·e·nant

 noun \ˈre-və-ˌnäⁿ, -nənt\

Definition of REVENANT

: one that returns after death or a long absence

— revenant adjective

Kinda like the movie, The Crow, same aspect.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Revenant_(folklore)

Revenant

From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

  (Redirected from Revenant (folklore))

For other meanings, see Revenant (disambiguation).

See also: Revenants in fiction

A revenant is a visible ghost or animated corpse that was believed to return from the grave to terrorize the living.[1] The word “revenant” is derived from the Latin word, revenans, “returning” (see also the related French verb “revenir”, meaning “to come back”).

Vivid stories of revenants arose in Western Europe (especially Great Britain, and were later carried by Anglo-Norman invaders to Ireland) during the High Middle Ages. Though later legend and folklore depicts revenants as returning for a specific purpose (e.g., revenge against the deceased’s killer), in most Medieval accounts they return to harass their surviving families and neighbours. Revenants share a number of characteristics with folkloric vampires.

A Revenant, to one who is, is a transcended ‘undead’ Strigoi, or Strigoi Morte. Plain latin denotes Morte as “death” or “dead”, but it actually means “Death Shaman”.

A Shaman that believes IN  in between or thresh hold existence, rather than physical existence or living vampirism on the physical/material planes of existence and thought.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Strigoi

Having being born “Strigoi” from natural bloodline; one technically grows up with reported signs of vampirism all throughout their childhood 

and teen-age years, early adulthood and so on. It never stops. Behavior is from angel sweet to downright monsterous, depending on the home life of the child.

Strigoi don’t really have a form, even though they look normal. They have a body, made of flesh just like anyone else. They eat food and rarely need blood in their youth. But they do take energies like most other energy vampires. But Strigoi people, especially are deeply aware of their strangeness; especially in strange areas of town. This makes them seem more worldly and lonely than others their age; and they are. This continues into adulthood and way into their elder years.

It is not uncommon for Strigoi to look younger than others their age by 10 or so years. 

Strigoi mature mentally a whole lot quicker than others, thus their age and metabolisms offshoot the age bracket making them appear olden, wise but young.

The way they sense and feed on nature energy or elemental energy also attributes to their wisdom; they know what elderly adults in the region know.

The more aggressive a Strigoi’s strangeness is; 

impacts their spirits more behavior wise but they are more hardy and able to endure troubles than others half or over 

their ages. They often feel closer to death energies or death places – places of somber comfort, churches, graveyards, cemeteries, or other people like this because they are still very disincarnate (Revenant) and this is never cured because there is nothing wrong with it. This technically is growing up “undead”.

Not dead or alive, but someone who is here who is “shunned or on the outskirts of life” not due to sins, but due to Sainthood in a past life, which is continuing now;

or some good blessing, for Strigoi heal quicker than others outside of their own kind, and can even resist 

certain disorders or diseases due to being energy feeders, or sometimes prana consumers.

 

This is one reason why other vampire community leaders do not like me. They feel I have an “unnatural side” to myself or that I am lying and roleplaying the life of a strigoi shaman. Because they can’t go to the library and read about it because Spirit teaches self; and no one can be turned –  like most you must awaken, but blood can be exchanged between strigoi to heighten awareness of their awakening, and can make one stronger than awakening on their own.

Strigoi often when they sleep, as they awaken through their adult years, began taking their bodies with them as they sleep. Strigoi can project part of their bodies at will through mental projection, and it is this type of vampire that is the Immortal Vampire of Lore. 

They can change shape, project into dirt, feed on energies and blood outside of a person’s body, and such like this as a projection. This Projection is called a Revenant, and thus makes the projectee a Revenant as well in their “real body” which is a mature energy body capable of feeding on any form of energy, near or far distanced from It, her or him. These vampires can or may not have many morals; they may have been restrained before projection, and be very un-restrained after “death” or “goi” which does not mean to Go or depart, but to Goi, to go only halfway (threshold) and stay where one is.

This is why this website community. It’s very true that not allot of Strigoi are trueform, or I’d know about them, being their Regenti (Sainthood) [ In the past I have been St.Brighid os Ireland or Eire Na Bhrigi, as we called it then, not named for me, as it was my name, but named for the state of my being in the state of grace of my transcendance and trans-ascensional spirit. Also St. Maria, she was known albeit like St. George for squishing the varolaci dragon of Romanian lores, St. Maria isn’t Russian as is attributed to her, but St. Maria was actually also of Irish descent. The real name is plain and lost, but St. Maria was attributed to me because I was the “mother” of the town, feeding the homeless and money-less of the town. It was definately not in Russia. Then there is St. Ana which is also attributed to St. Maria as a different name; because St. Ana had a sweetheart by then whereas Maria did not.

But not only am I Regenti of the trueForm Strigoi, but do not rule them, I oversee all spiritual affairs of the Strigoi people even those not aware of their heritages, elderly and all. This will not be talked about much, because most will go “what affairs?” Keeping realms clear and clean, maybe?

Thus, in Strigoi Morte cities, I get allot of respect from perfect strangers, and cups of coffee, offered by random friends and also strangers as well.

Many in town think I am spreading my legs for this attribute, but I am not. Friends want to help, and it is a graven customary greeting to offer friends coffee like this. I do so when I have the money. 

Sex is not very important to Strigoi people who have “died” their shamanic death. It is important to them after they find the right fit of a mate. This death can happen in many ways:

Saying that one is Dead, or Undead. Being bitten in real life by some form of poison spider or scorpion or snake. (By accident, not knowing) or On Purpose, if administered in a positive shamanic manner. It normally takes 6 months or so to create Revenants (that project their ghost at you) but it is highly recommended you do not proceed in this manner. Not everyone can project because their spirit isn’t of sainthood. This is not a job for evil beings.

Drinking some form of haliucating drink or drug taking, or a traumatic event in the form of personal trauma that causes deep shock to the person or Strigoi in general. Bad breakup, sickness, death in the family, or deep cuts and or a distressing car wreck or accident. Shamanic death happens many times for strigoi vampires. Living Vampirism is confining; Morte Vampirism is not, it’s free-ing to be a free spirit whom is protected by magickal properities that is inherited by heritage and bloodline. These vampires naturally cloak themselves in and around other people, and their own kind. They aren’t very social beings and prefer early morning activities (at this time of year – august 2012) to late evenings like is accredited to all vampires/strigoi, or even night.

Sorry for any mis-spellings I haven’t made right yet. This post will most likely be in the up and coming book as soon as I move: Shades of Twilight, which will be a non fictional book about strigoi and strili shamanism.

Author: Ana Massien
Published: Feb 5th
Modified: Feb 5th

Really REAL Vampires!

Strigoi Shamanism is what happens when a Latent Vampire, who consumes energy from blood or ley lines or elemental energies, matures. They become Strigoi/Moroi/Stregoni/Volsci. (Or like how Strigoi are described in folklore to be.) Magickal abled individuals without a connection to society that we know today. This broadens their horizons, and many believe it makes them crazy. It doesn’t. It opens their minds and spirits.

Strigoi mature as soon as they feed on energy regularly. This normalcy for energy vampires makes them undead. Undeath is not a physically passed state, but it also is. It’s done spiritually by taking in elemental energies, because the energy body requires it. The energy body is the real body what we perceive as physical or material. It’s neither since we work with and manipulate energies, even those in blood (prana). The energy body can be considered the true form body or astral body. Vampires have always been in-between life and death, because we may get sick if we have an energy crash. This comes from being borderline thresh-hold all the days of our lives. Once we become Strigoi, we move safely past the borderline areas and into a more gray realm where feeding is less frequent and less dramatic.

I do not read Vampire Academy. I am sure it’s great, but I don’t read it. The Strigoi I speak of are also Moroi (Rural/Country folks) and also Moror (Heathens/Pagans/Warrior people) Strigoi are more urban and more drawn to the Priest Castes of their lives.

They Are:

  • Transgioviste
  • Snagov/Regali/Regaulini

    Transgioviste come from Wallachia, Romania, and are a warrior priesthood of shadow/shadowing. It’s used in healing and banishing of negative beings and people and places. This is natural and innate ability and can’t be taught unless it is Strigoi (Or Dacian heritage).

    Snagov is a priestly priesthood and is very formal and articulate, and secretive. They come from Iasi, Romania.

    image

  • List of Romania Cities and Counties.

    Regali is also known as Ruganov (Actually, they are Reganov, I had spelled the other wrong My Bad!). It is a dis-incarnate house so to speak who are physically passed yet go back to serve as a guardian to protect or guard others. They kick arse on a daily occasion when bad “vampire gawds” inhabit the land and try and prey on others like themselves. They are also Regalini. . In order to be Regali you must have died in a previous lifetime then been chosen by them to serve. The Honor is a great one.

    This also can not be taught, unless you are chosen for your abilities as a revenant (a disincarnate physically passed vampire of the living world who has psychic abilities both in death and in life. Regali see disincarnate life as living life regardless if you are a spirit body or a flesh body. Neither are physical or alive, both are considered undeath, and life in general.  (Shamanic States).This pathway teaches you how to be undead as a shaman as strigoi after you mature as a latent energy feeder/consumer, or Vimir (Sorcerer/Gray/Shadow), Vimi (strigoi witch, green or herbal medicines, Moroicia – herbal woman, midwife), Viri (therian/shifter), Virli (guardian vampire), Virsli/Virslu are evil, and shouldn’t be listened too. (Strugal) They rape Vampiric women, are also predatory men who want to hurt all forms of life. These are the evil vampires of folklore. A Strigoi vampire, no matter how regal or noble can degenerate down into the state known as “Strugh/Strugal”. Which is a very negative pattern and behavior problem that can last forever if they don’t recognize the pattern and want to get rid of it and out of it.

  • Any energy being is considered prone to depression and negative aspects of themselves and their natures, regardless if they recognize the beastly aspects or not, or don’t want too. It can be very hard to fight Malaise, which is often caused by negative self esteem and pain of rejection, or hurt from one’s soul family or friends.  It is also caused by repeated psychic attack but can be fought with a change of living, how one does things and what one eats and how one lives. Sometimes the things we do or do not do is what attracts a malaised person or energy vampire / strigoi in the beginning to us. Also failed relationships and un-returned feelings can also provoke someone into a tipsy fit of surprised psychic attack that can provoke forced malaised onto a person/being. Energy vampires do not have strong immune systems when it comes to repeated psychic attack, so must fight the energy with like energy, binding sigils or even aromatheraphy.

Author: Ana Massien
Published: Feb 5th
Modified: Feb 5th

NamNorn & NamNarne, The Drivian Shaman.

English: The sculpture of the Wiccan Horned Go...

English: The sculpture of the Wiccan Horned God at the Museum of Witchcraft. (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

 (Nam-Norn) is a Drivian (Moroi / Dhamphyrian) God, or Nemi-God (which is above demi-god hood), Nemi gods are almost always weather magickians, who control or help with storms, rain, with moving storm systems, or pulling them into an area. 

The Drivi are Moroi rural people who are overly shaman, and therian, going so far as to mix the two into an almost physical projection during shamanic projection as the NamNorn. Most would say the namnorn is a male, but anyone who is Drivi who has mastered the art, could be a Namnorn. It looks similar to the Horned God of Celtic Lores, except he/she is vampyric and would look like a “demon” with antlers or horns. The Horns appear to be Gazelle like, or at least local deer species of the area, which for Romania and surrounding areas would be the Shimilaot which because of its’ notorious link with the drivi namnorn, is considered “evil, or discourse” due to the folklore surrounding rural or country areas.

This drawing is sort of like what a NamNorn would look like:

Notice the animal in the corner is also horned an while it may look like a dog, could also be a deer.

http://hunting-in-romania.com/deer.html

I went looking for a link about romanian deer, and the only result that showed up was Roe Deer Hunting.

NamNorns for women, could be also called NamNarn(e), she who screams in the forests, not due to attack but because she is a fierce woman of warrior shamanism and magick, sort of like Scaethach for the Scotland pathway and or Macha/Morrigan for Celtic / Tuatha De Dannan people of Ireland. She would look similar to the above painting/drawing except she would wear more reds and more greens as a robe, with a bit of armor, and talismans for necklaces and braceletts. Gypsy folk would probably call her “Good Mother” believing she gives them rain and sun for crops and blesses them  with good health and abundance in the home and family, though she could also be attributed to sorrow and grief in the form of the “Dark Sister” as “Aistros” or “Aistross/a”. She is believed to raise her hands and weave storms, blights and other pestilences on the people, Gypsy folk are very folkloric and believe other things beyond their control bring them doom and gloom, so any Strigoi attribute would be blamed for their pains and woes.

Drivi is a similar shamanic pathway as that of Pictish and Welsh lores and craft. Drivi people love life, good food, and good fun and times, get along well with most people, but are dangerous and tricky when vexed. Most Drivi would be considered Mountainous Faerie, from other places like the Balkans, Ireland, or Scotland or Wales. They stick with their own kind and do not like to go outside the close knit circle of their own, even if they have no family. While Strigoi are different, in many ways especially in the facial features (many see an almost Goblin like attribute) and can easily creep others out, Drivi are the same but are etherially beautiful, in a dark manner, more than many would think was possible that could be dark natured or souled, and are friendly, thus throwing people off about them entirely, which makes it so much fun to be Drivian. In Itlis or Italy, they are called Volsci and go back to the PIttian Bloodlines of the 5th century B.C.E. In that timeframe, they were called Masi as well as Piti, as well as well as Dravi, and even some of the Ravi.
Other Sources with good picture quality is similar to the Baldur’s Gate Dark Alliance Two Elf Mage Guy:
Though the armor would be less and their would be more robes, and there wouldn’t be a book but more like a parchment due to books not being compiled at that time.
Author: Ana Massien
Published: Jun 3rd
Modified: Jun 3rd