My new site is at http://thecastle.paganjourneys.net, which is the current version of VampPress V.3, all the paranormal, supernatural and shamanic writings you can shake a stick at.
Here are just some of my Google Chrome Themes! I will be listing more of them later.
No, You get the hint. I am not going anywhere, never have been never will be.
Not only in additions to holding Vampire Polls, I have gone and done it:
http://realvampirecommunity.org which is the real vampire community project.
The Project focuses on organizing the members and people who call themselves vampires or community and they join, which promotes their resources, sites. links and pages, music, bands, and stores. If you don’t join you don’t. but Sanguinarius joined so she must not have a big issue with any of this lol
Revenants & Posession By: Ana Massien aka Runa Enustas Caoille
Many people think that Vampires/Strigoi and other energy beings are capable of mass amounts of love. The thing is these energy beings (of different energy vibrations, just like ascensionists, as they are ascending beings) vibrate and or feel less emotions than other people/beings because they are often solitary beings who don’t like to be around others, their kinds or not. Many believe we are colder, lonely people, who just need the right amount of love. Energy people or beings don’t need or want the love. We’re content with what we have, and we need love, we will seek it out in balance or nature on an elemental level. Immature revenants, will seek it out in the form of abusive relationship love, and other emotions like lust and anger. This is in many ways self posession. If you allow posessive love, lust and manipulation of others in your life, you’re living a life, or an unlife in posession. If you are an empathic person, or being, who uses empathy to “feed or siphon energies” from people, others like you, during sex or relationships, feelings or friendships, or just in general, this is very immature of your being. You’re basing your needs for energies on people other places of people in a parasitic manner, when you could just pull energy from elemental items like candle flames, storms, or sacred places, or forests or trees or parks or such just as well which will last longer, requiring you to feed less, as well as not have to deal with the energy of emotions crapping out faster and leaving you feel “blah” within an hour or two. This does not lead to fufilling energy or a fufilled energic body inside yourselves. I am not saying, don’t love others; but love them in a different way. Love them in a sacred way and it cuts down on jealousy, anger, pain, and anything else that stems from serious relationships.
If you distant yourself from normal society as it is accepted in today’s world, you will begin to feel the needs to fit in and for acceptance is less if non existence. Then you can live your life the way you want without the need to constantly please others, rather than yourselves and you will live fuller, happier lives, without much disappointment. We will use my most recent experience with moving for example. I have a few new ‘friends’ who were happy to help, as long as I didn’t have more than they did in their own homes and apartments. “If you can wait three or so months,” This church will be able to help you then, but I been on their lists three months and haven’t gotten a thing. This person clearly has good alignment of energy screwed in their being. She isn’t like me, not even vampiric or strigoi heritage based but she wanted me to wait for furniture when my need is greater than hers. I have a couch to sleep on and with Fibro, that’s not always good too do with my body. I will eventually need a bed, or a futon or something I can stretch out on. A Comfy couch will work for now, but not forever. I also need tables, hangers, dressers and places I can put clothes and blankets and things like this. I also need a boiler and some pots and pans that will allow me to cook. But my friend, apparently wanted me to eat cold food out of a can, as she rounded up a can opener for me to use, but didn’t want to let me borrow one of her three boilers until I could have gotten one, knowing I am flat broke now til October 2012. Who needs friends like this? People who are of a different energy persausion than you, will not want to help you succeed in your life and are more malignant than a vampire lover who wants you to be jealous of them all the time.
Sometimes you can’t win for losing with your handful of friends, which is why it’s so good for you to be all by your solitary self sometimes, if not most times. So, what can you do? It is better to be alone, rather than be in misery with friendship. Just get comfortable being by yourself. Try to schedule friends like appointments or with appts. Only ask friends for things you know they won’t mind departing with, and enjoy their time in short bursts, no more than an hour or an hour and a half. Try only to hang out with a guy or female friend in a casual manner. This cuts down on many problems: Their jealousy of you, their need to be around you all the time, the way they love you or the way they seemingly want you to fix them with your love. You should only love freely, without any regret. If you are regretting your time around someone, then you did it for the wrong reasons. The quote “Dance like no one is watching” is like this. Dance sometime in your room like no one is watching! Amazing freedom comes from effort given without motive to hurt or maim or take someone down or to hurt someone else. Love like this. If that isn’t pleasing to you, then your ideals of loving is wrong, and immaturely based on controlling someone or a sitchuation. If you can’t love openly like this, let them go and walk or run away from the sitchuation or person. If it comes back to you freely without you doing anything, then its supposed too. If it doesn’t, it’s not supposed to happen. So many people get up and live their lives like they think someone else wants them to live. “Oh my mom or dad would want me to be doing this on Saturday.” Or “I have to go to church on Sunday morning because GOD would want me to do this for myself. This is how I will get blessed soon.” So they hurry off to do someone elses’ will, instead of their own, within reason. Blessing comes when you enjoy your own life, the way you should be living it. Like for instance, I just washed clothes by hand, and wrung them out and hung them on hangers to dry in the bathroom. This is a chore, but I enjoyed it, so it brought me happiness and blessing which is based in humbleness, instead of humility. God doesn’t shame or sham into blessings, nor does any other Deity; Namaste is based on divine unity and humbleness in blessing; being small and rising from that small place but not out of it to experience wonder and acceptance of different paths and roads, and touching something great inside of ourselves and the universe at the same time. Ascension! Rising above basics and crap ways of thinking and life. Living outside the shell of the self, or the self of others.
Very few people are happy on the planet, regardless of the things they own or the ways they live. They always need more, more more. A Stove, a fridge, a new set of plates you’ll hardly ever use, this and that. You get blessings also by giving things many people believe you shouldn’t give away. Money, Change, things many people who have it horde. I like helping people if I am able to do so, but I don’t give it if I don’t have it to give. But if someone else wants coffee, or a dime for something, and I have it to give and i can afford too, I will give it. It always comes back to me. It was quite amusing to me to go shopping for items for my place that would make me more comfortable to live, not nessecarily happy or rich. People kept pointing out very ugly plates for me to buy. When I found a nice set of what many would say were Christmas or winter season plates only. I like snowmen, and harvest fall autumn items, so my whole apartment will be decked out in snowmen, owls, ravens, and other harvesty/winter wonderland items that many would consider “out of season”. I don’t change my items due to season. I get what I like and I use it all year long. I don’t get things I don’t need, like paper plates, forks and knives and throw them out. I re-use them as long as I can. Plain old forks for a dollar works just as well as forks for four dollars and ninty five cents at walmart. Two kitchen towels for a dollar work just as good as the two for five dollar at walmart brand. I don’t have to have fancy items – just things that work again and again and again. This article has been needing to be read, and written for quite some time. I am over at my apartment writing due to not having internet which for me its frustrating, yet nice to have a break. When I do get back online, I will have a plethora of articles on my site that will hopefully help others like me. If not perhaps it will help someone else. Another thing, is when I say “vampires or strigoi” I don’t mean people living life wearing black all the time, or black nail polish or makeup or eye liner. I don’t look very vampiric anymore, unless you know what you’re looking for at or in me. While I do wear darker colors, and my hair is still dyed black with red tints in it, and I am pale, this is not something I am doing to stand out. This is how I am comfortable living.
For myself, I can “sense” Strigoi folks, just like other vampires can sense other vampires. Sometimes, a Strigoi person will be more vampiric. The two terms are not exactly the same. Strigoi are nature loving people who live a very specific life. It is ran on a schedule that they can choose. They celebrate the same festivals every year alone or with others like themselves, and do not invite very many outsiders in. Vampires, which is widely accepted today don’t really know much about themselves or Strigoi Traditions because they have grown up outside their heritage and don’t know really how to live, and kinda flounder around in their lives and many people believe they are living in a phase. I used to believe I was just an energy latent vampiric person, but had the chance to discover my Strigoi and or Romanian heritage. Romanian heritage isn’t just bloodline — its spiritual as well. DNA is blood as well as spirit energy, and it is what makes us who we are, in this current life as well as past lives or future ones, and allows us to mature as spiritual beings through ascension. Vampires act a certain way — parasitic, non shamanic and abusive regardless if they are aware of their behavior or not. This is because they have been hurt to a pushed point so they constantly act out and lash out at other people. They can’t see inside their behavior, as they are acting posessed. Others see the wet blanket stereotype, and they think this person or being will always be this way. They write this person off as a problem person, they go on just as lashy as the person they wrote off. They become abusive, malignant people/beings. They argue, hurt, lash out like beasts instead of people. They prey on others, community wise and non. When does it become too much? “If you are constantly doing this, and if something or someone is bothering you and it becomes a daily minute by minute practice so you can make people miserable by having the chatic need fufilled so people walk around feeling hurt, malaised and drained, then it’s too much already.”
You should take a breath and realize this is probably apart of your soul trauma in past or current lives. Write a list of all the things that bother you about your lives, people, places, rituals, daily practices and everything or everyone else. Cross the list out, spit on it (pee/puke/shit/whatever else) and channel all your anger at it, about it, in the list. Burn it. Scatter the ashes. See these things leaving your life. Fire is very cleansing and is a good way to start out shamanic, if you didn’t want to look Native American. This is a misnomer by the way. Not all Shamans are Native American or of a tribe. You can say “Shay-man” or “Shah-man”. Either works. You also don’t have to be a man to be a shamanic person or being. Any energy feeder is a shaman regardless if they knew or not! You don’t have to turn into a wolf physically (impossible anyway) to be a Shaman. A Witch is also an energy worker, as well as a Magi, a Mage, a Magician, a Warlock, A Sorcerer, or a Sage, etc. All are different words for energy worker, as well as Medicine woman/man, witch doctor, priestess/priest, warrior/warrioress, hunter/huntress, lord/lady, etc. Turning into a wolf physically is a misnomer. It’s not a physical body that morphs into the form of a wolf.
It’s an archetype of a shaman to say they are a wolf in their body, and that they bring wolf medicine and healing to themselves and others this way. In your body inside yourself you say “I am a Wolf” Or “I am a Raven”, or “I am a Fish”. Then you walk around in your real self body, as a wolf would walk in its life, or as a raven would, or a fish would swim. This brings us NEW enlightenment as a Non human being, Strigoi, or Vampiric being as ascension works in our lives. Most shamans who work with animal magick or enlightenment are Therians. They, too are energy beings. Just like Strigoi, Shifters, Daevas (hindu nature spirits), Elementals, Anakim, Faeries or Elves. The same way therians say they are a wolf, you can say inside yourself “I am a faerie, or I am an elf”, you can also say “I am a Tree, or I am a Rock.” You can also say “I am the moon, stars or the sun, the planet, or vastness, winter or fall.” Shamanic archetypes – not stereotypes, are very enlightening, and if you don’t like what you are doing, you can change it. The thing about being a Shaman is you are always in perpetual change and never stagnant. But using different energies will change you as well, so you never quite fit the same mold as you did before you begin changing, which is good but sometimes I still get shocked and hurt by this change, but its just part of the process. People who accepted you pre-change will not accept you very well after you begin “dancing” as I call it. Sometimes, it is a dark path and sometimes a light one, but always neutral in energy, as it’s both dark and light. All true balance and energy is, and if it’s not present in your relationships and friendships, they are not worth having.
— Ana Massien
Hey guys. I am deleting and refunding my money with tmdhosting.com today. The service techs are rude, and if you want more than one subdomain on your site package (which) is supposedly unlimited, they get rude with you. Oxwall and Buddypress are the only two social networks anywhere that don’t require a license, so technically when they say they install all those social networks, they are lying. It’s false advertising, just like siteground.com, so technically you are better off with grou.ps, ning or spruz.
I am staying at spruz for now. Works better for Vampire sites, gothic and alternative sites, and while not kloutable, I could always make a Spruz WordPress or tumblr or facebook/ twitter so klout could pick up on my websites and things.
I hate PHP and while I did get a banner exchange, I could not modify everything like I once did, when I installed it myself on a wordpress on freehostia. you are supposed to be able to modify your banner code so all html codes for banners in the future, have the “Vampire Banner Exchange from your Site” hyperlink at the bottom under the rotation and I couldn’t find the file via the control panel that said hey edit me.
I do not recommend Tmdhosting.com at all, even if it is $8.85 per month after the startup fee which is 28.85 on a month to month basis. Still not allot its mainly for the domain.
I WILL be keeping my wordpress.com blog operational for official news and updates.
For those that can project their bodies, they should always remember something: There are laws that govern your spiritual body as you project. Most shamans who do end up projecting are guardians of some kind (I am speaking from personal experience) and have something specific they are supposed to do for one reason or another, and know that you are not supposed to rape women, men or children or animals. (as a Projection, or even as in real life) Which is waking life, momentable, or Waking Life, Projection and Momentable.
Revenant Vampire Law states that: (Of 1316 & 1637)
If a Man rapes or violates a woman of sexual origin, his member shall be butchered from his form in real life; cut off and he shall be made to live like a woman of lower stature in his real life.
If a man violates a man of sexual origin and it isn’t wanted or the man is straight in his daily life; the vampire’s member shall be cut off long ways (down the middle) and left to rot from the form, and he shall be murdered by his friends who are warriors and astridant in the faith; and he will be rid of himself immeditately and even as a projection.
If he rapes a woman physically; he will be put down by his house and his member shorn off or his family will condemn him to death in all aspects.
If he rapes a man physically, then the same will apply to him, but his house will be disbanded and his family will face similar punishment and have to wear black oily rags; and be put from the province and shut out as soon as they are able to be forcibly removed.
If he violates her with his tongue only, then he shall have to wear a biraff bag about his face in public, which was a covering of shame for the head, and around his family and house, he will be kicked from his house and he will have to endure his family’s house and wrath for 30 days; if he was killed by them then everyone looked the other way.
If he violates her with his fingers only or hand/hands; he will have them taped and half to work that way; and be shunned from all family and house; and or he will have them shorn off and live as an invalid; thrown to live in the woods like the Rom’jhin (Highway men) and have them do away with him.
IF a woman decided to rape or sexually violate a man of her own kind, she was left alone, unless she caused him severe trauma to the body, then she was killed. If she tortured his mind, then her mind would also be tortured, then she would probably be put against in some manner, since she would be ill, and terminal.
IF she was a high born woman with a birth rite she was left alone, except by her true mate, who was also just like her. (Regenti and Requenti) He would punish her, it would be his right, but he would have to be without fault of any kind at that moment in his life.
If Children raped other Children, male or female, under the ages of ten, then they were slain immeditately, no matter their stations. Dacian/Romanian families and houses could not allow children to grow up who were sulliers, rapists, or those who would sully others. They were unclean people. If the sex would be considered consensual (I.e. I knew what I was doing) then they would be left alone, no matter what.
Those above the age of ten, were considered teens sort of; and were taught to treasure the acts of sex, love and lust, love, relationships, courting with their kinds, houses and so forth and family duties. They would court and marry by 17 and were actually NOT encouraged to have children at all. Strigoi pride themselves in being divinely created; not born from a womb. Yes, just put back on the planet as a small child or a teen or even an adult to experience life. It is why so many folklore people believe they are damned, or earth bound spirits. The Strigoi are not either, but chosen, blessed happy people for the most part who are capable about any “eorgoi” magick in the world(s) here and other places.
If Married people, raped others, including men, singular or in a group; then they would lose their marriage, their house, their titles, their lands, disbanded and moved to a small hubble hut in the forest, where highway men would prey on them within the next two weeks.
If married people raped women, in a group or singular, they would be found and put to death as soon as evidence was given. Their lands would be given out and titles and so forth, would be passed out to new people.
This is most likely what the myth of Vlad the Impaler is based on in Romania, or Wallachia, due to the nature of the actions going on in the wood carvings or the paintings. It usually would have to do with Revenant/Strigoi Vampire law of the houses and nobles, not Boyars and Common peasants.
The Regenti and The Requenti or Musli and Musl, are also justicar for the provinces together or Jusli. They keep and are aware of the law for everything concerning Vampiric Law, as well as common Law.
It is interesting to note that Vampire in Romanian is Van’mphir, not Strigoi, Strigoi is a true form spiritual being who has distanced itself from the preying aspects of “Vampires”. To a Strigoi being, Vampires are seen as dirt-eater, surviving on rags, not because it has too, because it WANTS TOO.
Strigoi means to them “All House” and their being is “Strir” Or one with itself. A Strir is not allowed to be anything but noble in all its aspects, including love, lust and sex, so one must not keep their beast aspects hidden, but work with their nature at all times to keep everything in alignment. Strigoi or Striroi, must always be one with themselves and all that surrounds them, or their being could fall out of alignment with the Magick within and outside of them.